He was Caucasian and really fit so I messaged him and I gave him my Snap user ( before deleting) and we started snapping and stuff later on. He’s in his 20s and already graduated. I didn’t open up till a few weeks later we had convos about meeting up. I did not like talk about this.
I always liked stuff with just sending pics and all. He is nice and easy to talk to and makes me comfortable and feel hot sending pics of himself ( naked or not).
I then one day he told he wasn’t a virgin and he had intercourse with several women and I felt weird at that moment and didn’t like the idea of meeting up. My body wants to but my mind doesn’t wanna give in.
I keep telling myself I should wait till I graduate highschool in June (2019) but I don’t like the idea of losing my virginity to someone I won’t probably be in a relationship with or just wants to just have sex and that’s it. I don’t have a car to drive but I would tell him if it were to happen I couldn’t come because of transportation but he has his own car band can drive to me but I rejected the idea.
I kept telling him I do not think I’m ready to have sex, but yet I send him teasing pics of myself and it reflects back on me of meeting up when convos come up. I always told myself I wanna give it to a guy I truly love, but my body wants to experience it.
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