Would he forgive me for this be honest?

[anonbrunette99]

His dad is dying and is terminally ill (cancer)
he has racked up drug billls caused his family stress and tired to get me to pick up the pieces more than just once in our one year together
even cheating rumours surfaced that he was dating men behind my back
and he even said he would never touch me I’m “too easy” i was hurt , it came up in January he was dating a man secretly he told me it wasn’t true and we worked it out it came up last week I challenged it because the person also brought up other accurate things and some news I didn’t know so i said “so your pops has PTSD? Funny how you call me crazy and a mental patient when your family are mental patient. Shame you also weren’t in that car accident”
(I was talking to his friend who told me all this his dad apparently gotten in a car accident with his friend back in 2016) i immensely regret and feel awful for all I said but I was hurting bad

[Shortman70]

You fucked up! You said some really hateful things, so hateful that I'm not sure i like you. I know you are hurt but there's a limit. I suffer from PTSD, it's taken a toll on my wife, family, friends and even took me on a path if addiction that almost cost me my life.(Although that's what I wanted) if the relationship is that bad maybe you should look in a different direction, sounds like you both have some things to work on. If you're meant to be together things will work out. But in my opinion you should go your separate ways for now, become better people and then maybe see how it goes. I think if you don't you're gonna end up hating each other so much that you'll wish death upon each other.

[jJayJaeJ]

You went a bit too far with his pop. BUT AND I MEAN BUT you've only been with him for a year there's a lot of distrust and a lot of he said she said stuff going own. Where he caused you to go to those extremes. Don't feel bad just leave it's not worth it anymore.