I may be bold and take a step but, I will never chase a guy. He would watch me. At times we would look each other intently in the eyes. His family tried to initiate his interest. One day we were alone at work. I could feel his aura of sexual energy towards me! I felt obliged to ask him if he liked me. I asked him. I was nervous. He freaked out and said he didn’t like me. He thinks I’m attractive but. … He was looking at me with puppy eyes when he said that. I asked him if he didn’t like me why is he looking at me like that? he said, “I look at everyone like that.” and then said aw come come give hug me. I was like what? I was about to but wtf no and left work. There was one time we froze and looked each other in the eyes for 10 seconds. I was subconsciously mirroring and admiring him. he was staring at me while I was doing so. I noticed his nostrils flared. I was the one to look away. one of the most precious moments. Things got weird. I stopped working there. We hung out a few times sporadically throughout two years. We texted here and there not too much. I felt the one initiating. He was always responsive tho. We would get pretty hot and heavy when we hung out. Eventually, we had sex. I held hands with him after. we didn’t want to let go. He kept coming back to give me a goodbye kiss.
He would send mixed signals!!. He Initiates hugs. I’ll give them that. after work, it was just us and we hugged. He held me tight. It made me feel so special so I kissed him!! the energy was explosive! He picked me up. Etc etc. he asked to go all the way but said he wasn’t looking for anything Serious? so I stopped kissing him because that's not okay. As I was leaving he tried to tell me about an ex who hurt him. I stopped working there.
He would send mixed signals!!. He Initiates hugs. I’ll give them that. after work, it was just us and we hugged. He held me tight. It made me feel so special so I kissed him!! the energy was explosive! He picked me up. Etc etc. he asked to go all the way but said he wasn’t looking for anything Serious? so I stopped kissing him because that's not okay. As I was leaving he tried to tell me about an ex who hurt him. I stopped working there.
