I know most of you will probably say I was really stupid and this situation is my own fault. Which is true I guess but I still don't know how to carry on and get over this.
Anyway, I met a guy in uni and we started dating. I was a bit thick and quite self conscious about my weight. He said I'm fine, really, and he likes thick girls. After a while he told me he'd like me to be a little thicker and stop dieting... I don't know why I agreed. I was head over heels in love with him and I wanted to be perfect in his eyes.
After a while he got quite abusive and forced me to eat fatty meals although I tried to decline. I didn't like the way I was gaining weight but he said I'd look better. And I loved him and wanted to make him happy. I thought he'd be satisfied after a few pounds... sometimes he said I'm grossly fat and how can I have let myself get like that, and no one else than him would find me attractive.
Anyway now he dumped me. He said it's not working out between us. I'm 60 pounds heavier than I used to be and I really hate the way I look. Plus I'm worried about my health. But I'm still in love with him and really heart broken. I can't believe I have ended up to a situation like this. I can't really talk about this to anyone, no one would understand...
Anyway, I met a guy in uni and we started dating. I was a bit thick and quite self conscious about my weight. He said I'm fine, really, and he likes thick girls. After a while he told me he'd like me to be a little thicker and stop dieting... I don't know why I agreed. I was head over heels in love with him and I wanted to be perfect in his eyes.
After a while he got quite abusive and forced me to eat fatty meals although I tried to decline. I didn't like the way I was gaining weight but he said I'd look better. And I loved him and wanted to make him happy. I thought he'd be satisfied after a few pounds... sometimes he said I'm grossly fat and how can I have let myself get like that, and no one else than him would find me attractive.
Anyway now he dumped me. He said it's not working out between us. I'm 60 pounds heavier than I used to be and I really hate the way I look. Plus I'm worried about my health. But I'm still in love with him and really heart broken. I can't believe I have ended up to a situation like this. I can't really talk about this to anyone, no one would understand...
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