I have suicidal thoughts I want to see a counselor. But my mother won't let me go?

Over the last year I have had thoughts of killing myself, I recognize this is an issue and I want to get help to fix it.... But my mother doesn't see anything wrong with me so she refuses to let me go... What do I do?
I have suicidal thoughts I want to see a counselor. But my mother won't let me go?
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