I've been taking some of my free time on summer break to learn how to properly fight. I've been lifting and just shadow boxing, I've never had anyone to test it out on. There were big buff kids at my school last year that were jerk as fuck. These dudes were mean to people and confident, they were cocky too, except not cocky. They can actually fight. They are experienced. I assume they've been play fighting since they were kids. All I did as a kid was talk to friends and play video games. I'm getting sick and tired of being scared of these people. I'm working on showing more confidence. Not to be dominating, but to be confident. Even if I decided to swing at one of these dudes I would have died. I hate these types of kids. It's always the fucking jerks in my school with all of that power.
The story is unrelated to the question. Since these kids at my school keep talking about how they knocked people unconscious, I need to know what it felt like if you were knocked out cold. My father is living in a different state and he's coming over in August. I get to have a sparring partner now! It would be weird for me to ask him to knock me out. He cares about me. But I feel like in order to gain fighting experience I need to get knocked out at least once to know what it feels like, it would increase my urge to not get knocked out.
The story is unrelated to the question. Since these kids at my school keep talking about how they knocked people unconscious, I need to know what it felt like if you were knocked out cold. My father is living in a different state and he's coming over in August. I get to have a sparring partner now! It would be weird for me to ask him to knock me out. He cares about me. But I feel like in order to gain fighting experience I need to get knocked out at least once to know what it feels like, it would increase my urge to not get knocked out.
