Am I a bad person because I cheated on my boyfriend? (Page 2)

Question

I have a boyfriend who I like a lot... but i cheated on him with someone who I thought I liked but I honestly don't think I do... The thing was I just let the other guy kiss me and touch me, and I pretended I wanted it. I don't know why but I have this thing where I just want others to be happy and I'm not trying to make excuses because I know it's wrong no matter what and I know we are just as bad as each other... If anything I'm worse because I let it happen and lied... Now I feel I'm lying to both of them and I just can't explain this. (He has a girlfriend too) It's like I just felt so empty and hated myself and I just let myself be someone who I'm not because I thought it would make me feel better, but it didn't. I felt nothing with him, I just let it happen because I didn't want to be me anymore. There is no excuse for cheating and I know that, please don't think I'm trying to get pity because I'm not. I just feel sick with guilt, so sick all the time and I know it won't get better. I feel like I'm cheating everyone I know, lying to everyone and I hate lying. I don't know what to do, and I can never say anything to anyone - that's the thing. It's not an option to tell anyone. I feel like I don't deserve happiness with anyone, my anxiety is eating me alive and soon there will be nothing left of me...

Anonymous · Answer

Yes you are.

tenofthepeaks · Answer

there's nothing wrong in cheating.

talksik369 · Answer

Nope your a good girl

Zigzagz · Answer

Hahahahah!

The_Empty · Answer

Yes, yes you are.

Am I a bad person because I cheated on my boyfriend? (Page 2)

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