Why do guys find me ugly and cannot be in relationship?

Anonymous
Iv never had a boyfriend and since I was 13 I approached guys and rejected me or had gfs or lied they had one. Im always doing my full time college classes and working everyday and work on my fashion YouTube and instagram page and volunteer at fashion beauty events in la, Hollywood. When I go out I see everyone already with boyfriend & no one has ever asked me to be their girlfriend. I'm nice & smile but I'm still alone & go eat at restaraunts alone, sad. I'm studying business and it's not bad to want your partner. One guy I liked a lot I met at a job and talk ever since for 1year & took me to go to a date with him 1time &we have madeout before but still hasn't asked me out & distant & just sends pics a lot but I haven't talked to him for a month & still doesn't ask 2 be my boyfriend. He was my besfriend & I loved him & want him to be mine. I love guys with tattoos & dark hair & there's a singer I crush on that looks very similar to that guy. That singer has a girlfriend and date &I give gifts & do everything & are in love & It's not fair people can date & be happy & have who they want & but with me I'm only broken. I might go to a bar or t pay attention to me & slammed the door in my face & knew it wasn't meant to me y do I even try. I feel I shud Go to a club & find anyone there cuz I can't get any guy. All my family and people I know have their special person & im just stupid there all alone. There's no one I desire. No one has my attention anymore. My brother had his 1st girlfriend at 18 and ever since they are married 8 years later & he's obsessed with her & I can't get any guy I am obsessed with. Now I don't care of anyone. I'm crying & hurt. I don't know y god does this 2 me. I'll just continue to go eat out alone & I smile but deep down I'm hurt in pain unhappy & lonley.
Why do guys find me ugly and cannot be in relationship?
Why do guys find me ugly and cannot be in relationship?
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