I KNOW.
I was young and I had stupid defense mechanisms.
I told my boyfriend about it.
He told me to never do it again, but that it wasn't the worst I could have done.
And he bloody fucking forgave me.
The lovely bastard forgave me for cheating on him.
It's been three years since and I haven't gotten over it. Some part of me doesn't want to forget, as a sort of "self punishment", but my boyfriend literally tells me to move on and to stop sulking about a dumb mistake i did.
What the fuck do i do? I told him, believing it was the end and i fucked up the best relationship i coukd have ever wished for, but he was like nah its ok.
I even thought that maybe HE cheated on me!
(but no, he didn't)
This guy is a sweetheart, the most loving adorable person and after that stupid mistake, I took a long hard look at myself and decided to change for him.
I am absolutely madly in love with this man.
I don't know what to do with myself. How am i supposed to forgive risking such a wonderful man. Ahhshwjeklekrkeke help.
Also, no angry ass comments saying 'ChEaTing iS Bad" "Always a cheater" bs. I know what happened and it won't occur again.
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