I have a lot of shame thats been embedded in me from past experiences like bullying from school. My self identity is utterly fractured. Apparently I also have a very intense mind which fucks with me so badly that all I can feel I can possibly live in is despair. I analyse every moment into nothing.
I feel like I don’t matter, like nobody cares, unattractive, unwanted a burden. I honestly feel like people wouldn’t really care if I died. I’d be easy to get over
This is just a side note, I am not suggesting that you need this right now but keep it near you just in case you start slipping back a ways...
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 800-273-8255
... PLEASE!
First, I am sure that you know this already, but what you are going through is extremely common for the children of divorced parents. Knowing that doesn't make it any easier, I know, but it helps explain much of what is going on. Divorce is devastating to children in many ways and especially when you are the only one, then you have extreme bouts of loneliness to deal with, with no sibling to hug and share hard times.
If you have "good parents" as you say, why aren't they there for you, even if it is separately, to help you through this? Give me your take on that please.
I just followed you so that you know that you are always welcome to PM me anytime needed, OK?
I have been alone from way long I have friends though but something says I am just alone feeling bored comes and goes I am not happy nor I am sad its just passing moments I feel I don't belong here 🙄
Im pregnant and my now ex boyfriend dumped me so that he can have sex with other women knowing fully well I was expecting. I really wanted the family we had talked about and it really sucks to be pregnant and not have the love and support from your partner, and what is worse is that he is probably giving that love to someone else while he keeps contacting me saying he loves me and wants to hold me. Im trying really hard but its going to be a hard and lonely road up ahead.
Please don't be suckered into letting him off scott-free!
He will be paying for his child every month for the next 18+ years... like it, or not.
I think a man that abandons his child and child's mother, except for the most extreme circumstances, has responsibilities that must be kept and sometimes that will eventually bring him to his senses and he will reunite with you.
If he turns out to be as much of a looser and he is trying so hard now to convince you that he is, than you don't want him to be around you, or your child, anyway, but make him pay the price he is responsible for and then find a good guy that is worthy of you and will treat you like the queen that you are!
Some guys don't deserve to have children or good partners. I would agree with laurieluvsit and think he should help you raise that child, with money if not care. I know it isn't always that easy though. Loneliness is painful and incredibly hard, but a good guy that cares for you and your future child can help relive the pain. Try to find that person and until then, surround yourself with great friends and family that have shoulders made for you to cry on and if those are hard to come by, you can always cry on GAG and we will be here to pick you up.
I'm feeling a bit depressed, I'm feeling kinda lonely since my girlfriend left me 😭 so I'm tryna get my life back..
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Coronavirus and quarantine.
Out of work (a job I dearly enjoy), no socializing, no music, can't travel to see family, nothing to do, nowhere to go, and I'm not even sick/infected or know anybody who is. The world I once knew is now totally unrecognizable.
if this continues for the next month or two, i'm going to off myself for certain. :(
@Anonymous I liked your comment except for the last sentence. Please don't do anything drastic. You can lean on us here at GAG. We're all friends and we're all in this together!
#420 Between all the burning and psychology I have studied I would be a fool if I was still depressed I haven't been depressed since I was 14 years old I got down with Mary Jane and my first human lover 😎
Well, maybe this is your chance to sail to Cuba and finally fulfill your destiny. ;) If you happen to capture a shipment of toilet paper, please send some my way. Just drop it off at the entrance to the Chesapeake on your way back to Merrie England. Bury it there and mark the spot with an X. I'll send you some gold in a fortnight or two!
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I've been suffering from inexplicable sadness for at least a decade.
Do you know why?
I have a lot of shame thats been embedded in me from past experiences like bullying from school. My self identity is utterly fractured. Apparently I also have a very intense mind which fucks with me so badly that all I can feel I can possibly live in is despair. I analyse every moment into nothing.
OK, this can be fixed, not to worry.
You need to get outside of yourself for some time... do you know how to do that?
for me its all the stuff going on and second i can't find a girl that can keep up behind doors
Yes, you do have some very serious problems... lol
Nope. Had a depression for almost 10 years. I finally came out of 2 years ago. Never again!
Are you down and/or depressed right now?
No, I am fine, just doing my good deed for the day.
So glad that you are well also! :)
I am very happy :) especially since I turned 18 a little more than a year ago
I feel like I don’t matter, like nobody cares, unattractive, unwanted a burden. I honestly feel like people wouldn’t really care if I died. I’d be easy to get over
What about parents and siblings?
I’m the only child. I have good parents but they’re divorced
Thank you so much for replying back to me.
This is just a side note, I am not suggesting that you need this right now but keep it near you just in case you start slipping back a ways...
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
800-273-8255
... PLEASE!
First, I am sure that you know this already, but what you are going through is extremely common for the children of divorced parents. Knowing that doesn't make it any easier, I know, but it helps explain much of what is going on. Divorce is devastating to children in many ways and especially when you are the only one, then you have extreme bouts of loneliness to deal with, with no sibling to hug and share hard times.
If you have "good parents" as you say, why aren't they there for you, even if it is separately, to help you through this? Give me your take on that please.
I just followed you so that you know that you are always welcome to PM me anytime needed, OK?
Powderpuff That's not true.
Thank you 🙏 I appreciate it @laurieluvsit
@Jamie05rhs it is but you learn to accept it
@Powderpuff97 Well, I care.
@Jamie05rhs thank you ❤️ Means a lot 💕✨😭
You're very welcome.
Lol. No. I’m very positive. My posts might not seem like it but I am. :)
yes because I feel i'm at a point in life where I'm still once again struggling to find out what I want to do for the rest of my life.
What has brought you to this point, you are not working?
Same here Anon. Till someone texted me this
https://youtu.be/YaDvRdLMkHs
D. I am not down, nor am I one offering any advise to others, but I still like your post.
That’s what beer is for , help you through the shitty days lol
Wrong medicine
Not to me but do what you have to do that’s all that matters
I am not against it, but it is so dangerous, that type of medicine has the potential for physical addiction, no thank you
LOL then you are missing out bro CHEERS
Hey buddy, I have a few beers with you, but alcohol is dangerous for the masses, I'm sure you learned a few hard legends at the fault of alcohol
I learned a lot of bad lessons from things period
I have been alone from way long I have friends though but something says I am just alone feeling bored comes and goes I am not happy nor I am sad its just passing moments I feel I don't belong here 🙄
You don't belong in India?
It's not about country it's about me fitting nowhere 💭🙄
Im pregnant and my now ex boyfriend dumped me so that he can have sex with other women knowing fully well I was expecting. I really wanted the family we had talked about and it really sucks to be pregnant and not have the love and support from your partner, and what is worse is that he is probably giving that love to someone else while he keeps contacting me saying he loves me and wants to hold me. Im trying really hard but its going to be a hard and lonely road up ahead.
Please don't be suckered into letting him off scott-free!
He will be paying for his child every month for the next 18+ years... like it, or not.
I think a man that abandons his child and child's mother, except for the most extreme circumstances, has responsibilities that must be kept and sometimes that will eventually bring him to his senses and he will reunite with you.
If he turns out to be as much of a looser and he is trying so hard now to convince you that he is, than you don't want him to be around you, or your child, anyway, but make him pay the price he is responsible for and then find a good guy that is worthy of you and will treat you like the queen that you are!
Some guys don't deserve to have children or good partners. I would agree with laurieluvsit and think he should help you raise that child, with money if not care. I know it isn't always that easy though. Loneliness is painful and incredibly hard, but a good guy that cares for you and your future child can help relive the pain. Try to find that person and until then, surround yourself with great friends and family that have shoulders made for you to cry on and if those are hard to come by, you can always cry on GAG and we will be here to pick you up.
I'm feeling a bit depressed, I'm feeling kinda lonely since my girlfriend left me 😭 so I'm tryna get my life back..
Coronavirus and quarantine.
Out of work (a job I dearly enjoy), no socializing, no music, can't travel to see family, nothing to do, nowhere to go, and I'm not even sick/infected or know anybody who is. The world I once knew is now totally unrecognizable.
if this continues for the next month or two, i'm going to off myself for certain. :(
What country are you in?
America.
I understand.
I am in the San Francisco Bay Area so things are hard everywhere but just knowing that others are hurting too, doesn't make our own pain any easier.
Let's work together to help encourage each other to make it through this.
I think if we all do that, it will be better sooner.
Here is my hug to you that is guaranteed not to give you the Coronavirus :) ...
@Anonymous I liked your comment except for the last sentence. Please don't do anything drastic. You can lean on us here at GAG. We're all friends and we're all in this together!
Feel like that now like that other person asked I do take a lot of shower shoot I could even do while getting pictures me if it put fun in it
#420
Between all the burning and psychology I have studied
I would be a fool if I was still depressed
I haven't been depressed since I was 14 years old
I got down with Mary Jane and my first human lover 😎
Nope! Still interaction can be a stress reliever and for someone a perfect opportunity to engage.
I am tbh. I'm slowly dealing with it.
I just more wanted to say how great it is to see a post like this.
It seems like it is so hard for guys to share and open up their heart.
When you can let us (or me) know so we can share our thoughts with you too :)
Good Luck and I hope you kick it's ass, lol
Have been for about 2 years. since my wife of 37 years passed away Feb 19th 2018. it's been very hard and lonely for me
Yeah because my flight home to the uk from Florida has been cancelled and the airline aren't giving me any real advice or information
Well, maybe this is your chance to sail to Cuba and finally fulfill your destiny. ;)
If you happen to capture a shipment of toilet paper, please send some my way. Just drop it off at the entrance to the Chesapeake on your way back to Merrie England. Bury it there and mark the spot with an X. I'll send you some gold in a fortnight or two!
@Jamie05rhs ... lol
Not at all. Quite happy about I am alive and well, still.. *knock on woods it won't change*💪😇😎🤪