How do I deal with finding out my boyfriend subscribed to women’s only fans?

Anonymous
My boyfriend and I live together and we have a child. I just found out my boyfriend has been paying to subscribe to women’s only fans and hid it well for 5 months. I’m very hurt and I feel disgusted as I’ve read the messages and seen the pictures... one girl he subscribed to was a girl he went to school with. I don’t know how to go about this since I’m extremely hurt and disgusted and I can’t see him the same way now... he’ll be living with his parent while I calm down and have a chance to think. He says he’ll supposedly change but of course he’ll say anything to keep us together. I love him but I won’t be able to stop overthinking about this. It’s killing me.
How do I deal with finding out my boyfriend subscribed to women’s only fans?
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