I've recently been hired as a consultant for a company, but for mental health reasons I had to quit in less than a month. I was referred to the company by a person I didn't know and didn't get the chance to speak to. I think it was better to quit while work was remote and people aren't required to report to office yet.
I've quit without even seeing the office.
Weirdly, I've been remembering my first big crush in highschool these past few days. Not sure why my subconscious is reminded of him, but I've been remembering him lately (I haven't thought of him for a long while and it's been almost 12 years since I last saw him in person) and it's like the feelings were fresh again.
I looked him up online and saw that he works as a manager of a company that I'm familiar with. I felt proud of him.
I looked up where his office is out of curiosity and found out that the company where I've resigned and the company where he works at are on the same building.
I don't know who else to talk to about this, but it made me feel raw regret. What are the odds that a huge person from my past works at the same building, what are the odds I get referred by someone I don't know, and what are the odds that I've let go of that opportunity so quickly.
It feels like the song "Ironic". I resigned from a company only to find out that a person I've cared for so much in the past (and took me years to get over after moving away to a different city) works in the same building I didn't even get to work in.
I just need a kind word and a reminder from someone that it will all work out - that we would meet again if we're meant to, or that we won't if we're better off not seeing each other.
I've quit without even seeing the office.
Weirdly, I've been remembering my first big crush in highschool these past few days. Not sure why my subconscious is reminded of him, but I've been remembering him lately (I haven't thought of him for a long while and it's been almost 12 years since I last saw him in person) and it's like the feelings were fresh again.
I looked him up online and saw that he works as a manager of a company that I'm familiar with. I felt proud of him.
I looked up where his office is out of curiosity and found out that the company where I've resigned and the company where he works at are on the same building.
I don't know who else to talk to about this, but it made me feel raw regret. What are the odds that a huge person from my past works at the same building, what are the odds I get referred by someone I don't know, and what are the odds that I've let go of that opportunity so quickly.
It feels like the song "Ironic". I resigned from a company only to find out that a person I've cared for so much in the past (and took me years to get over after moving away to a different city) works in the same building I didn't even get to work in.
I just need a kind word and a reminder from someone that it will all work out - that we would meet again if we're meant to, or that we won't if we're better off not seeing each other.
