"con" worker... freudian slip?
"last straw" - were the ones before that substantial?
I find your story intreaging, disconcerting and a warning to heed for anyone. Without knowing the "guts" of the relationship and the other person, it's hard to add much content... that be for a professional that knows the inner workings.
"lack trust" - of course, you gave your heart and trusted and that trust was violated. Without understanding how and why this happened, why trust again? Once you understand better, then you can trust again... that's my thought. There are videos that talk about why people cheat (or fall prey) and I find it helpful to gain perspective. We are all screwed up, some worse than others and you have to accept the frailty, emotional wounds, certainly in those who are hormonally variant, moody, lack self worth and strong values, who seek validation from others, etc.. There's a lack of "inner strength" in some people which equals risk. I guess there's a reason muslims cover their women head to toe (some) and Jews hide the women. This idea of women working next to all sorts of men... has flaws. I've seen very weak minded females around, and equally weak males... including in church.
My wife discovered the risks of working near others and it was the straw that ruined her prior marriage. A guy went for her and she deflected, but damage was done. Doesn't take much when there's existing strains.
I cheated with a married woman when I was younger, not all the way, but enough tobe guilty as hell... man I regret that. I had my selfish reason. She went after me and I fell into her lure because I was a desperate relationally failed person that should have been in therapy or church. It isn't just women... it's screwed up people with broken values, morals, desperate. I knew better and so did she. regrets
New girl: it could be your projections onto her or they are for real. If you didn't gain lessons from the prior, then I wonder if you trust your gut to avoid another of the same. This is the problem with the sub conscious mind... it's a broken record. Look for similar patterns. It be good to trust your gut and instincts or turn it over to God and hope for the lessons to be gentle.
Solutions: Her behavior and openness should support your prior wound... like her phones available anytime, open discussion about her day. If not, bad sign. For sure, this is a real issue for you emotionally and needs supported in the relationship.
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In my opinion you have to trust people before you can know for sure. I trust my girlfriend completely and she has never given me reason to doubt her. Yet I had to give ger trust before she earned it. The problem with not trusting people is that you are looking for ways to justify your distrust.
A girl says she wants her boyfriend's phone password so she can check his phone to know he isn't cheating on her. If she finds nothing she won't trust him, she'll just assume he is hiding it better. You have a similar problem, you've already chosen to not trust this girl, so you are expecting her to betray your trust.
I stopped worrying about being cheated on after my first boyfriend cheated on me. If someone cheats, so be it. Cut the chord and move on to the next and just hope they dont cheat like the last. But Maybe get closure as to why they cheated to see if you should work on yourself before entering another relationship
In my long distance relationship right now. I sorta do worry and I also adjust to the situation like it’s already happening. I tell myself that “I hope he is more happy with this girl. He deserves happiness. It’s no surprise to me of me being used and played. Who am I kidding? The mirror doesn’t lie.”
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I've never been with a girl that didn't have trust issues and it drives me insane. I've always been faithful and never gave any reason for them not trusting me. Even their sisters, if they had one, or their friends would tell them that they need to relax. That they wouldn't ever think of me as being a cheater. Trust issues actually ruined two relationships I was in. Fortunately, the others weren't as bad. My wife was kinda bad in the beginning but is fine now. I do think actually committing to her by marriage helped. I've never had trust issues but I do admit, I get jealous at times.
I’ll congratulate him if he ever cheat on me
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