I want to make up with my best friend?

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We know each other like 10 years and of course we had little fights but this time it took a lot longer and it kills me. After she had a boyfriend distance came in between us. When I was at my worst, I called her and said that need her help. I was crying so she knew how bad I am and said she was busy and gonna call me back but she never did. After couple of days I started to feel better but still no calls or messages so I was disappointed. And then I saw her story, she was happy with her other friend. I was mad of course. She called me after a month, wanted to meet and I said yes because I wanted her to know how angry I am to her. After we met I realized she had no idea what I'm angry about that makes me upset and I couldn't stand her whining about her problems so I didn't said anything and went home. I still think of that every day because no matter how upset I am, still miss her. She called me right before my birthday I got excited but turns out she just broke up with her boyfriend. We still not speaking Sometimes I'm thinking maybe I should just forget all of that and call her or everything stays like this. But I'm so tired to think of her. What should I do?
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Well I texted her we talked a little bit and also I celebrated her birthday. And that's it. I guess I should just accept we're not that close anymore and move on
I want to make up with my best friend?
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