Is that the reason I shouldn't date and have a girlfriend?

I'm nearly 19. I have suffered from OCD since 16 years old. It's a living hell. No, it's not perfectionism and neatness. OCD is not about this. This is a myth. I have intrusive thoughts, rituals, superstitions and more. I'm on medication since 3 years. If one day I like a girl and she agrees to date me (I doubt it), I feel like she will find me crazy and insane that I am on many medications. I also have compulsions like taking photos of everything I eat, (I'm on a strict diet) because I have false memories of eating something unhealthy (burger, pizza, hot dog and etc) and I want to be sure what I am eating. I also take screenshots every 10 seconds when using my phone (I don't believe what I am watching on my phone and I do it just to be sure what I watched on my phone). I have over 100k photos and screenshots in my gallery because of my OCD. No hope for me, right?
Is that the reason I shouldn't date and have a girlfriend?
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