Does it truly make me a bad person?

Moirine

⚠️ trigger warning: talks of/about S. V or S. A 🚸 ⚠️

I was assaulted when I was 12 by my neighbour and no-one knew about it but myself and everyone who reads this here will be part of the first people to know about it. I found out a day ago that he was shot dead. Upon hearing his name and "shot dead" it was like I could finally breathe. I'm a Christian and if there are Christians here they'll say this isn't Christlike behaviour or attitude, make no mistake I forgave this man because I realised early on that this will only hold me back, I wake up everyday and forgive him. He died in a way I've always planned to take him out when I had money (this was when I was in high school and before I forgave him.) I don't condone violence ⚠️. I feel for his family and I'll never get an answer to my why question and I'm okay with it but the **sigh of relief** I got! I felt some weight being lifted off of my shoulders.

Does it truly make me a bad person?
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