Last Summer I've spend 5 weeks in London by went to a language school. It was amazing! Guess it's because I have a crush on my Italian class mate. Culture cross and things even make it more fantastic , I really like the way he kissed my cheeks every time we said good bye as I didn't do it correctly ( I really did touch his cheeks with my lips) until I got back home and search in Internet that it should be just get the cheeks close to each other:P , imagine, south East Asian culture, touching between boys and girl is nearly impossible. And the first time was at a bus stop where there was no other friends. He's such a good friend even we're 10 years apart. Many moments still brights in my mind. It's been 8 months since I left London and we didn't have a proper good bye, which is good. Unfortunately,he has no social media but whatsapp and he has a girlfriend back there at home so I already given up on him since the last 3 months, I thought it's completely over but now I'm so overwhelm, not because it's near Valentine's Day but I saw a post saying 'if there's no picture taken, it sounds like that moment have never been exist' and ' a guy came in my life, just to tell me that the sandwich shop was good, when ever I see a sandwich, I think of him' I just can't agree more.I'm feeling so lonely even now I'm surrounded with a crowd of strangers in a restaurant. I still text and phone him sometimes, just to remain friends but he's quite busy with his job. Share yours and your suggestion for me:) I'm tired , lonely but never regret.
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