I'm super depressed and losing my faith of this so called God! My prayers still have not been answered. I've been single going on over 6 years now, I'm attractive and put myself out there often, Meetups and stupid dating apps.. I recently cut off contact with my toxic immediate family and I have 2 longest friends who I haven't seen in sometime but casssually talk on FB. I'm struggling with the pain of loneliness and this so called season has been like this for years despite my efforts to change it all!! I've never been married, never owned a home and it pains me to see others literally have it all. I just want to die and end it all. What's the point. Don't say get a hobby>, I painted for 13 years and recently quit that because it's dumb and I don't have interest anymore.
Whats the point of life if you have no one to share it with etc: family, friends or a lover?
