Yesterday, my friends, ahem, ex-friends from my previous school trashed me on reddit. There was a post asking what person were you shocked that got into what college. I answered a girl that got into Harvard from my last school. I got downvoted hardcore and I looked at the replies. When the comments were too specific , I instantly recognized the usernames. This guy used to be my friend, but I guess not anymore. He kept making fun of me. I felt so betrayed. He used to be such a good friend. He changed. I don't know why, but he did, and it was specifically towards me. He also led his other friends to attack me as well, including this new guy that transferred in after I left. I never even talked with the guy before. You don't know me, and the first thing you do is to attack me. Another guy later insulted my dad and talked about how I'm retarded asf cuz my classmates are doing better than me. I couldn't tell who it was, but since it was a new account, I know that it's directed towards me. These guys must've been lurking on my reddit account and waiting for me to slip so they could attack me, since they barely use reddit. I don't even know why. Like I'm not even part of their lives anymore wtf. The worst thing is he used to be such a good person. I will always remember what he once was. It hurts even more to know that your enemy is doing better than you. But it's not over. I'm gonna work hard from now on, and prove all of them wrong. I will be better than all of them ever will be, and 10 years from now, I will prove them all wrong. I will getmy revenge by being happier than all of them. To be superior to all of them. I never understood what it means to lose a friend, now I do. I knew that guy for 10 years, and I'm cutting him off for good. I don't ever wanna see him ever again. I'm sure he doesn't see me as a friend anymore anyways considering his attitude towards me. I should've known when he started making fun of me on my last year of that school.
How to deal with loss of a friend?
