Im used to being abused. Please help?

[Anonymous]

Long story short the past couple years of my life I’ve been raped, disowned, constantly let down from every corner of my life like jobs, finding a place to rent, if I ask for something or I try for something most of the time I’m being turned down and put in a position which I don’t have any control and that’s just the way things are and it’s often a lot of difficulties and problems I have to endure, when I was younger life was easier then so I thought the world would still be the same but it’s much harder now to survive. Things are a little better now but I feel strange of being in control, like I’ve lost so much hope, interest and desire to li… I’m so used to hearing “thats not possible“ and having a little control now I can’t I don’t know it’s so strange. It’s like I’m broken and can’t be fixed, my family said a lot of bad things about me I’m talking about aunt, cousins and grandparents, they made my life miserable i was almost homeless because of them and I couldn’t find anywhere to rent, to this day I’m still traumatized and scared, they don’t know what they did to me, they’re trying to talk back to me but I don’t want to speak to them. I’m still hurting and I went through a lot more than this and I feel scared but I
want to heal and move on with my life but I’m unable to I just don’t want to be …. …….

[Mr_twoface]

I’m really sorry to hear that you’re going through this. It’s important to know that you're not alone and there are ways to find support. It might be a good idea to reach out to a trusted friend or a professional who can provide the appropriate guidance and support. Even reaching out to GAG users in private, to ventilate your experience, hardship and current state can sometimes be helpful and you may receive insightful feedback to conquer your day-to-day life.

Consider also contacting local support services or helplines where trained professionals can offer help. They can provide you with resources, support, and advice tailored to your situation. If you feel comfortable sharing which country you are in, I can help find some specific resources or contact information for you.

Remember, seeking help is a strong and important step towards healing and safety. May the almighty help you through this!

[ChicoFromThe305]

The best thing about hitting rock bottom is that there's only one way to go from there and that's up, you going through so much should make you stronger and u learn from everything and evolve your mindset from it and let that guide you in making better decisions, don't give up no matter how tempting it is to do so cause that only assures failure

[Anonymous]

If you mentioned this and I overlooked it then I apologize but I feel you need professional help we can’t can’t provide. Even therapy if you haven’t already..

[Asker]

I’m so broken I don’t think I could ever heal :(

[Opinion Owner]

You know what they say about hitting rock bottom, there’s no other place to go now but up. We all have dark things in our pasts, some worse than others but none of it has to define the person who you are and can be. If you feel lost, start trying to get a handle on your life and find purpose. Take it one step at a time and try to give yourself some grace.

[Asker]

Thank u I really need this 😭

[Opinion Owner]

No problem at all! You’re gonna be alright💛

[RebelinSteel]

You need to look at getting professional help, counselling / therapy with someone who specialises in abuse and the issues you are suffering, ptsd etc.

[Asker]

Thanks, it’s like my mind still can’t comprehend anything else than abuse and suffering that’s why I can’t believe anything good happening for me

[RebelinSteel]

There are people who go to hell and back, have a season ticket for dark rooms, getting professional help is what you need, it helps sort out problems, helps you start to put things in order. It gives you something to hold onto, the start of a glimmer of light in a tunnel

[Staximus]

If abuse and pain is what you know and are used to, you have to stop yourself from gravitating to it. You have to make yourself go in the opposite direction. Just don't accept abuse. Break the cycle. Talk to a therapist if you can.

[Asker]

Thanks I appreciate your kindness, most of the people I like to have as my friends they all have one trait either they emotionally abuse me or some other type of abuse I usually push away people who treat me good and go for the bad ones, I know I’m messed up

[TheSpectre]

Two words:
Get. Help.

[Asker]

I was thinking about the rope

[TheSpectre]

Another two words:
Hell. No!

[DrPepper12]

NO!!! THats a permanent solution to a temporary problem!!! You need therapy! Trust me I know from whence I speak!!

[DrPepper12]

Os counseling and social services available)

[newNapoleon123]

let's be lovers