Why is it so hard for me to forgive him?

Anonymous
My boyfriend and I have been dating for 7 years. i’m not the most confident person on the planet. My boyfriend likes girls bikini pictures and butt pictures and it really makes me sad. i’ve asked him why and he says bc he’s dumb and he’s sorry. but when he’s mad at me he says it’s because they are hot and that our sex love is boring. i asked him if those things are true and he says no. so he’s apologized about liking their pictures but i can’t get myself to accept his apology and move on. i know he hates when i speak about the past and so do i, but i can’t help it. i know it has to do with my insecurities and i don’t know what to do.
Why is it so hard for me to forgive him?
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