I'm curious what's actually on her mind?

[RandyJs]

Hello guys, I think I need some advice;

My ex-crush, after she won't forgive me over a mistake (I ever showed jealousy through one of her Instagram stories which ended on arguments and she felt uncomfortable with me, guess I've been rude to her since I told her that she's a narc, due to all of her selfie posts, I actually was just joking but I know I was wrong and I felt insecure that day, she felt that I judged her and it made her hurt and she felt I controlled her, etc) has made it clear that she asked me to move on now (long story short, she ever rejected me once, and later she came back after few weeks and asked me not to move on and she asked me for the 2nd chance to know me better, did she just play with me?)

And it's been more than 2 weeks but she keeps watching all of my Instagram stories until now (sometimes it annoys me because I never watch her stories anymore since she dumped me and it makes me keep thinking of her lol) and she sometimes still keeps in touch with all of my friends through social media (my friends said so, she did a little react, emojis or some comments on my friend's posts, my friends teased me a lot lol but I don't think that's a good sign or I don't really know..)

Some said that I better block/unfollow her on Instagram but I don't think that I'm gonna do that for my own sanity since she's a coworker, that might seem unprofessional to me if I block her out of the blue.

Does she want me to beg for her? She wants me to chase her? Or is she waiting for me to post any desperate stories on Instagram, waiting me to show regrets that she can laugh at it later on? Lol. My friend said I better forget her and move on because if she truly loves me, then she will forgive me over that mistake, because I gave her that 2nd chance before. Oh God.

Alright that's it, thanks for the insights and suggestions!

[ShadowMonarch]

I would advise you to wait and of course it isn't a good thing to unfollow her,
You need to keep neutral and you domt need to show any feelings and see what she does

[RandyJs]

Thanks, but is she worth waiting for? My logic said no but I tried some rebound relationships and it didn't succeed, they said that I haven't moved on yet.

[ShadowMonarch]

Do what your logic says, it probably won't work out

[RandyJs]

I see thanks, but somehow I don't know how to cope with this situation.

[ShadowMonarch]

This situation is something that won't affect you in any way,
You can choose to do anything
She doesn't holds any power on you

[RandyJs]

Thanks ikr but some parts of me still wants her, I went no contact and it's been more than 2 weeks, did she really mean it when she asked me to move on? Do we still have a chance later or do I really really need to move on now? Sorry for a lot of questions, well you know that feeling when you thought she's the love of your life, but well she might be not.

[ShadowMonarch]

Don't worry I'm not bothered by your question, after all I'm here to help you
You need to think about it clearly and honestly, observing how she has been with you even before you made the mistake, did she really love you? and the next question will be
What do you want?, it's either you want her or not,

[RandyJs]

Thanks I do appreciate that, well she was actually fine with me before I did the mistake, though I think she doesn't really love me, somehow I can feel it through her behaviors because I think she hasn't moved on yet from her ex, I do want her but those wishy-washy things made me think more than twice actually, if she's really the right one for me or not.

[ShadowMonarch]

And you have your answer,
Sometimes you just need to ask your self honestly,
I really think you need to move on

[RandyJs]

Yeah, well probably I haven't found someone who can replace her until now, that's why I still dwell on this. Hopefully time will heal all the wounds. Thank you.

[ShadowMonarch]

Glad to hear that

[ChrisMike1919]

Sometimes is so complicated...

[RandyJs]

Yeah, indeed.

[In_Trance]

So why don't you ask her?

[RandyJs]

What to ask? She asked me to move on though.

[In_Trance]

Because you're the one that's curious what's on her mind...

[RandyJs]

Lol that's why I asked you guys, if I ask her directly then it will push her further I guess.