So there’s this boy I really like. I’ve liked him for 6 months now. We’ve had some past tension, but now we’re really good friends. This Saturday I got invited to this small hangout in the woods, my friend, him, and I were the only ones from our school who came. There we drank some alcohol and munched on some snacks while having a fun time. Now, I’m confused about his cause on this small hangout he would interact with me more often, and he asked to use my perfume, and when he did, he complimented it saying it smells like me. He would joke around blocking the entrance to the lavvuu we were in so I had to push myself against him. It was dark so he also offered to walk with me. One thing that had me excited was that, he asked me to smell his breath to make sure it didn’t smell alcohol and when he did, he came so close to me we almost kissed. Now, would you do all that to someone you generally didn’t like?
Then, there’s another problem. Outside of school he is very comfortable around me, and we can easily strike a conversation, but at school we don’t talk as often, and there’s this girl that he talks more with at school. I’m confused cause he seems to enjoy hanging out with me outside school but inside school it’s like we rarely know each other. Sometimes I’d say he tried to be cool around his friends. I know for sure that this girl likes him, cause there was a rumor about him and I and she didn’t seem to like it. Now, I’m not sure if he likes her or me more. I would say he’s more comfortable around me, as we do things together that no one at school knows. I hope y’all know what I mean.
Then, there’s another problem. Outside of school he is very comfortable around me, and we can easily strike a conversation, but at school we don’t talk as often, and there’s this girl that he talks more with at school. I’m confused cause he seems to enjoy hanging out with me outside school but inside school it’s like we rarely know each other. Sometimes I’d say he tried to be cool around his friends. I know for sure that this girl likes him, cause there was a rumor about him and I and she didn’t seem to like it. Now, I’m not sure if he likes her or me more. I would say he’s more comfortable around me, as we do things together that no one at school knows. I hope y’all know what I mean.
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Update: It’s like I’m playing her role but outside school.
