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Should I tell him and ask him to break up?

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I was sexually abused in childhood, I knew this affected my romantic life as an adult, but I just didn't know how much.

I always avoid relationships because of that trauma, I just sometimes suddenly feel I don't want no one ever wanting me in a sexual way. I decided to try not to avoid it this time, but although the relationship has been going well, sometimes when I'm with my boyfriend I feel like something shifts in me and I feel "small", like just smaller than him, and I get this deep feeling of "he's older, we shouldn't be talking, what am I doing?" but makes no sense since we are the same age.

I know this isn't sane, I don't know if I should tell him to break up, or to simply tell him about this and see what he thinks, because other times I feel normal, specially after a beer, so I kinda feel I could fix this. He's sweet and I don't want to be a burden and end up hurting him if he becomes more attached, which he already is.

Should I tell him and ask him to break up?
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