My boyfriend almost killed meee?

Caramelbaby78

OK, so I started dating this guy about three months ago he's been a sweetheart treated me right, we had small arguments once in a while about the little issues, but it wasn't anything really big, so a couple days ago me and him went to the beach and on our way from the beach we ended up having a small argument in the car which is my car by the way , but at the time he was driving, as the argument got heated, he pulled up to a gas station and that's when I step out of the car to let things cool down, he started trying to force me back in the car when I denied and that's when he started to go crazy. He broke my phone. He messed up my car, and he choked me till I literally almost passed out. He pulled my hair while he was calling me all type of names telling me he's going to kill me. I had clothes on which he ripped all off of me, I had to run for my life because he kept on choking me and hurting me mind you I was butt naked at a public gas station i ran across the street to another gas station I left my car with him. Where got some help to get to my house so turn to find out he had got laced that night with fentanyl, and he claimed that he don't remember anything from that night. I told him what happened and I told him it was very traumatizing to me because I could've died, and he could've killed me so now he's asking for forgiveness. He's telling me that it wasn't him that did it, telling me that he got laced, saying that he wasn't in his right mind, I don't know how to deal with this situation I mean yeah I do understand that he was laced with drugs but I feel as if I can never look at him the same anymore.

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Mind you the next day I had bruises all over my neck. all over my body I had to get in a strangers car to get away from him.
My boyfriend almost killed meee?
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