I know im wrong but I did it?

We've been sexless for 4 to 5 years now. In 2017 it was basically everyday even during her pregnancy. After she gave birth in 2018 it dropped to weekly. Since 2019 it's been less than 3 times a year. But she masturbates daily. So today I took her favorite toy the womanizer. I minced habanero peppers and rubbed them around the mouth. I know it's wrong but I don't regret it.

I know im wrong but I did it?
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