The thing is, I seek a woman who has never had her first love or romantic bonds with a guy before. Yes, she may never had a boyfriend before, but she was close to a guy and had feelings for him. It bothers me.
What if a woman could reunite with someone from her youth and it be a sweeter, more desirable outcome? Maybe not now, but later in life. Even if she chooses to be with me anyways, it still hurts to know that sweeter outcome exists.